Driving down the highway, headed into the mountains north of Barcelona, I had the overwhelming sense that this was exactly where I needed to be. Small villages, with their narrow stone streets and clay tiled roofs flanked both sides of the road while a local radio station played songs that cast a spell on my hips, causing them to rhythmically shift from side to side. There was an odd familiarity about the scene that made me feel right at home. I turned up the radio and let the Spanish music move through me as I danced in the drivers seat, completely unaware of anything other than unapologetic bliss in that moment. The one hour drive to the medieval town of Rupit was filled with sharp twists and turns and I climbed higher in elevation. The landscape was dotted with bell-collared cows and centuries old manor houses overlooking the farmlands below. The drive was just as satisfying as the walk through the streets of this ancient place. Newer structures butted up against the castle walls, and the entire village was perched on a cliff overlooking the Torrent de la Lluca. I felt like I was on the movie set of Robin Hood Prince of Thieves, but unfortunately Kevin Costner and his bare ass did not make an appearance in the pool below the cascading water.
When I imagine what my perfect existence looks like, I see happy kids surrounded by a loving and supportive family, friends who gather on a whim to cook a beautiful meal and talk about their day over a glass of wine, a fulfilling career where I get paid to be me and the freedom of travel to experience and learn from new cultures.
Somehow the universe has conspired to deliver such a reality to me, even though sometimes I still question my worthiness. I’m moving closer to a place of pure acceptance but it hasn’t happened overnight, and it certainly hasn’t happened without first doing a ton of inner work on self doubt and the belief that I didn’t deserve to be so fulfilled. Our level of self worth is directly related to how much joy we allow into our life. And how much we will self sabotage if the belief is greater than the desire. So in order for any of us to receive exactly what we ask for we must first clear out those thoughts that tell us we are less than deserving.
We all possess the magic to design our own reality. What do you want your to look like? Are you living it, or are you creating obstacles to your own success?
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